Increasing sleep deprivation leaves more marks on me, and probably also in me. Otherwise I can not explain the most recent blood pressure measurements. I can not imagine that it is healthy, permanently with a blood pressure averages: 188 to 95, Pulse: 102 to have…
Last night I slept really not, once again, after about 90 Minutes it was all over again. Despite sleeping pills… doing nothing at all. The pain just pulling one back – no ifs and buts. that's just an instinct … a time history.
Pain means – you're hurt or you are struck, and therefore all the more vulnerable and need to be alert to be vigilant always and everywhere – so you have an emergency situation in accordance with an edge. Today this is still just annoying.
I was about 5 am against regular in the morning on, tormented me to the bathroom. Because of the tattered toe I could not shower. A lick and had enough.
Then there's breakfast – I took off my mother at the train station and then went to the doctor. Driving a car is back. The strength in my right leg is back. However, I do not want more than 30 Minutes at a time sitting behind the wheel, so I next week for the final surgery on the back on the floor of L3 / 4 and L 5/1 ride the train. With sufficient buffer is a hotel stay between arrival and admission.
You read that right… hopefully that was it. I hope to have the leg pain after. On your knees, the pain although no longer influence, but. That the pain in the S1 dermatome relating to disappear again is almost impossible – lt. The previous neurosurgeon statements lay the percentage rate as the 0,5 until 1%! The risk of infection is higher as to be set. Remove only from the aspect of pain out there trying to, OP would be a more than questionable. As it is, but come to neurological abnormalities – must operate to prevent worse, Rather, this is also the last step to a neurostimulator – to the fund so paid is known only, if the OS has not performed surgery to reduce pain.
My day was rather quiet so, I got the admission to KH, In addition to the recipes for a dehydrator, sowie dem Ondansetron. Die Flüssigkeit in meinen Beinen muss raus – I was running hard fact zusehens. I'm almost not even in my shoes, the stair run caused the elongation of the tissue in the foot / ankle pain in the short term transition to a peak 7 achieve. At each step. That pulls well in any of the nerves.
The problem with the deaf hand I will now wait for 24 again. Should it not be better now must be made again a picture of the HWS.
Not that since the next BSV is. But then clearly something rotten in Denmark. If there without doing much to BSV am laufenden Band kommt, can not agree in the basic configuration is somewhat.
The heart problems are still unsolved, But I speak again on Thursday from a doctor. Not that here is something in the bush. But I think that comes through the pain because even before there was a certain time level is present.
The day today I was correspondingly more modest pace, and had only acted according to my – the more lighter work done – nothing physically Exhausting. U.a. a notebook set up from scratch – because there was now a 256er SSD. Configured on the server a bit (to box number 2), because the RAM was yesterday… again more than 128GB Ram. This much is not come in the box, but for testing it would be very interesting times as much makes up for in performance if. 64, 128 or 192GB. Since the box but to run as a backup server – most of the time is used not so – ranging from 64GB absolutely.
In addition, the storage server comes, still no plates. But I buy only when the part is also used. Not that the HDD prices over the next 6 Months are still.
Also, I've been looking for a good hotel in Munich – What is not so easy, to find something, what is good and – where I'm comfortable with my 208cm and where I have not much running – because I'm still not a good walker.
Ultimately, the whole thing even more affordable, But after the first few attempts will be better or worse for a little comfort and downtown / central station. Already so close as to pay 90EUR per night. Sonst landet man entweder in einer Absteige mit dreckigen Zimmern, in a “hostel” well that after posting a welcome place in a 12-bed dormitory for rich 40EUR per night or you will pay utopian sums for wireless internet and breakfast (partly 5EUR per hour! and 27EUR per breakfast…) What good is a budget hotel in the suburbs with no connection to the train, wenn ich dann ein Taxi für teures Geld nehmen muss. Nothing…
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I spent last evening to look for a new phone, Win7 to my phone's just a Win7 Phone, It is important to not just apps… ergo I need a new. Then is also a new laptop due. u.a. for studying what can now be started and hopefully. If I have a doctor of my reliable BTM Formulation when, If the pump should be off the table only once. Because I still prepare the knee problems – it has not changed for the surgical. I think the pain is just too long since, and the left has also been made yet. precisely because the last lousiest After care in-house – only in the other department. Too bad – I wanted to take the Lead and surgical physician while… no matter
Oh… The numbness in right arm, or. is up to the hand and the ring finger as ever extended to the evening now and become stronger. Tonight is my way, again the same thing happens as in the previous nights. Once mi of the remote control from the TV and once with a bottle of water. Copyright thereof seems to be lack of sleep… I would hope it.
Now I'll retire, because pain which increased again, back legs are very bad Heuet, right and left, we are very stable at a good 7.5 … mit bis Peaks 8.3 I would say.
My back pain is at a 5. Hurt both knees now by running very hard and determined good on an 8…
The strapazieret but a very…
edit: 03:01 Clock on 15.08
I think I have a serious Prpoblem. In the meantime, I had the feeling my heart is sick and tired. The BD-meters measure all the same.
Recent measurements from about. 5 Minutes: 217 to 134; Resting heart rate: 115.
I have massive sea clutter, I have all the right eye, I admit it was abkelebt… I open my Sobad a habeich the ———–m————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————–
I was away. Crap that comes even now to.
Scary
brings it pretty much to the point. I think there's a tangible reason for the bright blood in the earlier bubble up worse for wear. Nachdem ich wohl zu schnell die Flasche geleert hatte, to me. But I had a fire… is hard to imagine – if ßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßßß
Because again. Help…..
I tear myself together just, although clearly to me to cry is mute.
Damn, now preparing for this state right elektriserende further from – The whole is now Hanbdinnenfläche Betro
edit: at just after half past three:
I've just come back to me… on the floor . so half-hanging….
My eyes burn like fire,,, I _Kopschmerzen, actually it's more of a pressing… I have a completely dry tongue. Abruptly.
I think it's better if I go to bed, back to sleep, or HER-…