Daily Journal (7.08.2012)

So it can just go. Today I managed though not necessarily less than I thought – But I had to plan this morning to, because it avenged a little bit yesterday so that I was actively.
Everything hurt, really hurt and everything else – severe pain.
While I have slept fairly – after all, a good 2.5 hours but it was also the. At least I have piece such as 90 Minutes sleep, Rest in the stages.

I then woke up from about half past four – with a bad knee pain and it looked distinctly swollen from. I flinched when touched. ouch….
This was clearly an unwise choice – at least from the perspective of my morning-I.
I put an ice pack on the swollen and hot joints – until about 8 I placed several times after. Why such a Esswürfelding in the refrigerator is good but. If they are not tipped into the drink – they do perform in a ice pack made of rubber wonders. Both the pain and the swelling decreased.
What was a problem throughout the day, however, – was the back. It gave the slightest wrong movement and it was stuck – was in the attitude in which one just.
There was nothing more. Several times I stayed like that today a few minutes to half an hour, before I could move again right.

Something I still worries, is the left leg sustained pigeon!
Since there has been a definite deterioration – But I can not really say how long. The pain in the guide a perception from some. It can also be good, that this “Herr Prof. Dr.” from Friday that was caused by his grind – or that there is still a long back and I just cringe every time again when I realize there is something not normally.

I am also verdappte several times today, say I missed the step with your left leg / foot. and slide down. Uncomfortable. Kindly, not much else happened. That could have ended much worse and – if e.g.. the legs sagging quite. That I had experienced in recent weeks has often.
With other neurological disorders, I had already made acquaintance – If you follow the neurologist – may not be the recurrent urinary retention drug-induced – but indicate a possible involvement of S2 to S4. May but need not.
It's always difficult when a Polypharmazeutischen therapy – Now what actually symptom and what adverse effects of a drug (short UAW).
Sicher kann das nun wirklich niemand sagen - auch ich kann es ehrlich gesagt nicht.
One wishes, however, so a few things in – rather that the pharmaceutical treatment of factor X and was not a problem with the nerves.

Meanwhile me and the report of the visit lies in front of the neurosurgeon last week – still under discussion saw the different, as he now formulated in writing.
In short he is of the opinion – that there is definitely a loss has occurred – So it is not “in the head” – But I knew already included in the final examinations. the opinion of ZiSG because of suspected narcolepsy. The Professor. Dr. Friday of last week is so far alone on the field.

The neurosurgeon sees clearly an indication for surgery – ipso facto, because another opioid therapy must be examined very carefully. Because the radicular not always in (as intervertebral disk disease) Stuff is announced. But as the trial of the drug pump and the now 21 – Year run of knee pain is – one must proceed even more carefully.
It would operate on every case – also in relation to the recently described more pronounced pain and failure on my part. I had unfortunately forgotten to say that with the urinary retention – but that would not exceed what his decision fundamentally changed at execution. Since I had surgery on the day on it honest – before the damage is irreparable. Also operates erst glands – then treat.
If the therapy that is sometimes such failures on suspicion of involvement Pharmaceutical covered and the treating physicians do not simply look. Then that means safe for the patient – that he lives long among the omissions and errors of his “Doctors” has suffered. You can be accused of nothing – it is intended to formulate their lawyers. You have acted with best knowledge and belief, when there's an isolated incident – then it was a calculated risk. You will rule them to apologize, because that would be interpreted as an admission of guilt – which in turn may result in civil consequences – which in turn must then pay the Arzthaftplicht…. was Sie nicht gerade froh stimmen wird. Denn hätte sich der Arzt nicht beim Patienten für sein Versäumnis entschuldigt – then had no evidence of the actual debt…

So much insight do you get when you have lawyers and doctors in the family and friends. I personally find it disgusting how some doctors to actually express themselves committed errors and their compensation. Because it is the last patient has always been difficult to prove – that doctors have intentionally and willfully committed error by “their own new and Super Great therapy to cash – and just where to make tasty” – because in many pain patients, there are many cows and sheep can be milked.
This is also the reason why one senior consultant in public as a hero and by representing all the support groups and doctors' offices to collect there barnstorms new flock. No matter how immature, personnel and equipment to be. There are always new patients only carted. This is purely a business tactic — namely, that has absolutely nothing to do with charity, and certainly not so that the patient really helps.

In Germany it is estimated between 8 and 12 Million people who regularly have pain, the proportion is as high chronic regarded. Back problems are mainly on the location number 1. Of course there may be some approaches also there where a multimodal therapy whose focus is placed on the psychosomatic is. But people really organic, and actually present findings – should be consulted with caution and not by holding the gun to his head being forced. For the MS, of cancer – or else the multiple BSV and if necessary. Rheumatism and what else is ever so patient should decide which way he wants. I personally think of the exactions of the institution in so many of the agenda are nothing at all.

One thing you must also not ignore me, there are things that are still unclear, although I go to the drug on the liver and kidney wide as possible and under no circumstances renounce regularly take (Paracetamol z.B. I have taken the last time in April, Metamizole before last 4 Weeks a few drops) my liver enzymes are still awful. My heart rhythm disturbances and interruptions to the load, and the intense intervals of absolute maximum (250 to 190, Pulse: 175) to low levels of concern (60 to 38, Pulse under 27) in normal layers (/ sit or lie) is unclear. The trigger for the ACS on 12.7 – is still unclear. Still missing the file. So I now remains the only official method – as well as my right inventory on deaf ears came. The cost will probably have to pay the hospital, because they clearly violated my patient rights
But that fits with the likely omission committed during my stay there. Really the last, such behavior. Absolute kindergarten.

If you want to give the courts take care of it – it finally reaches me anyway. They had now almost 4 Weeks and nothing happens.

Oh yes, der Neurochirurg würde bei einer dauerhaften Schädigung des Schmerzleitenden Nervs am Rücken auf den Ebenen L3/4 und L5/1 einen Neurostimulator einsetzen – He can use this even without the direct permission of the cash. If he deems it necessary and appropriate – then he does it just like that. That part was my first choice, However, I was told last 2010 – I would not be a candidate for – I have not had surgery and BS do not really like pain patient WOULD, Finally, I was only there so scarce 2 Years of such therapy. This requires years of agony for the cost of replacing the cash to get.

Those doctors gave me so half the time under the table, I could also pay for the part itself, The cost would be approximately 20 000 €. There would be a Cheaper Version, I could alternatively also simply donate a generous donation to a charity under his leadership – such as 5000 until 7500 EUR should be sufficient. Then he would convince the insurance company of the necessity of such an intervention. That was not the first time that I had experienced – someone is going so bold and services sold under the table. I can remember even as a pain management – me out of the drawer, Dietary supplement remedies offered in 3-digit level, as well as plant tinctures and ointments with dubious effect – also be salted prices.
That being said, he offered me also a piece of sports equipment – for the TV award – Even then the cost of free trade in only a fifth of what he wanted to.

I must pay for blood tests themselves, I wish that when you trace excessive blood levels, I would have to pay for it yourself – if I want to have an ultrasound of the heart. I want that you re-recordings – makes use of my spine, I would have to be there for the transfer into the coffee fund 50EUR practice… Was worthless, and for active free syringes with vitamin supplements already advertised – all so casual in the treatment room.
The coronation represented a family doctor, just wanted to treat the – if I let myself be treated by the husband of his nurse advice / solutions in terms of final – which of course would not pay all the cash (such as e.g.. Botox injections into the shoulder area, the freeze off the nerves).
He also refused me a referral to another pain management issue, So much for free choice of doctor… which was incidentally the last GP – da kam 2 Days after his “They disappear around here please never dive here on” my CUT

These are all things – to which I can still remember very well. All occurred in the period between 2007 and today. That's a gruesome Cabinet on human abysses which open up there in front of a.
Today, doctors do not even have a secret of it – that they prefer private patients – most are self-pay – would always pay their bills Bar… that one would have not necessarily tell the tax (such a doctor – where I was looking for a new HA, October. 2011).
I would not be acceptable to your budget – I would take too much time – Such patients, he does not need, He needs patients, may never show up or just because of a power which he settle here anyway so it still makes a profit. With me you can not make a profit. Young people who are sick will also – make only one and that work. He had not yet become a doctor then to have an hourly wage – where every worker is better off in leadership positions.
He will finally be able to say sometimes – I have earned so much and I can still afford to go on holiday….
If I take more people like you – I make my practice…
… It is doing and suffering – But we do not take on more private patients, if they pay privately – then they can come right over….

Not all doctors are so, I would even say a majority of doctors are normal. You do not crooked business – they lean times, perhaps from a patient. But that was then already. In sum, however, it has become more difficult to find doctors today – that are really good and not totally overwhelmed and annoyed them when the patient actually wants only one thing and half life worth living. This is not characterized by pain, their fear and what even the rats tail behind dranhängt.

The more important is, that doctors are grateful – If you are concerned about a, also shows the. Tell me, thanks to the staff behind the doctor. Maybe bring a greeting over. And so it is not annoying by her yet 5 Finally, minutes after practice necessarily 15 Transfers needs and 8 Drugs whose names you no longer know as accurately.
Participating you time and takes care of the stuff in time to lead. Have you forgotten it really – please keep in mind the next time and thank you with a bite. I'm glad that everything seen is what makes the work easier or more bearable either (Coffee – what the blood sugar…)
Regular, Thanks to you get a small doctor – as well as the staff behind the doctor is important – The same practice would in fact not descend into chaos.

It does not necessarily something to be an occasion, like Christmas, Easter etc. It can also be something from the series. Sends a holiday greeting in which you would like to thank you again for the quick and easy help before the trip (that there should also be… that people think 48 hours before their trip to Asia – oh I actually still need vaccinations, and possibly. Travel medicine— und Mist wir haben ja schon Donnerstagabend.)
If you very much, it takes time and possibly. I think it was once a hurry, it is simply to say thank you, and only if there are already the words. In some surgeries, one hears the word “Please and thank you” far too often… da wird nur immer gefordert und zu geben. Since then one need not wonder too- when the mostly female “Occupation” the bridge “reception” is in a bad mood.
You want but also that you do not you politely treated?

 

Enough digressing. Today I Made it really the thing I've made up my mind and even a bit more. If I had to plan well. So I can clarify some things in the planning and tomorrow so I can (or today) employ. I walk out of the way the physical I want to be so fit on Thursday – because it is a violent days. I need to call tomorrow morning and again at doctor – I need to go slowly ondansetron and I had taken a lot in recent days – because I was constantly sick and in some cases, unfortunately, is still.
If I break even today no longer has to. How to Hold a certain pain is still so similar to the one – such as the morning of the 26.6 – where I collapsed in pain.

I hope this time it remains – that this remains an isolated case. At the same pain I can do without that is like. But I suspect that this did not necessarily have anything to do with his back must. Since the dog can also be different buried.
I have the daily times call for a nephrologist, in a kidney specialist – on suspicion of Good Pasture..
I also have my normal CT by investigating Leave – also because of the still suspended in the air on suspicion of MS. But I'm only then if the OP is running on the back, what would be the case next week, so. If then the hurt och always present, associated with the neurological failures, it must be easy – that needs to be clarified.
Not that these micro-lesions with which I 12 for the first time in MRT Got to see recordings (aware) the beginning of these were. At that time it was thought indeed a connection to the history of whooping cough – I was exposed to the vaccine and this despite the brains of a Übrigbleibsel(top)Inflammation were – Noticing that no one at the time the radiologist – Also on the last images of 2008 you can see the spots in the whole brain area distributed, few millimeters in size. Some say the herd-like skill would.
Had agreed that as yet no further review is kind of funny – although I have this really well in my Vitae in there and it was also mentioned again and again. My neurologist next week I will talk directly to times – whether one of the MS should be clarified now once final. Not that there is such a thing and I do not know. Here you could do something about it long ago and treated with special preparations, at least – as far as is possible today.

Currently, more after the back pain was actually bearable – in the last 2 hours again increased sharply, I just get short of breath. I can not measure my BD, the machine keeps breaking off with an ERR. the Panasonic which is below – miss anything.
I put a hot iron bar feel in my spine. I can only sit straight. If I am only slightly lean forward / backward sprout right / left, the pain in seconds to a very very good 9.5.
I will then have to black out.
Tip – So I think the blackout would be the next level. The numbness is more pronounced than they were a couple of hours. My toes right, I can not even move again. Since doing absolutely nothing, I take my foot while running after me. So there is what caught.
On the left is the furry feeling very ausweitend available – the L3 approach to the knee very much.
I can just flat and fast breathing thrust so / jerk. I must be careful that I do not hyperventilate… Now I have such masks can be dangerous, however, still the.
I would hope that I can sleep. I guess tonight to be sure but still one of oxazepam, my last.
I am afraid the pain would be worse… so close to saving the solution would be the real shit – would make it an emergency surgery – although one had yet been decided for a device – makes it then the next best. Unterumstehen only “after the next best method” with such a Well-effect…
I'll just hope that it comes as no. But the pain in the back, in the right knee, as far as the very severe leg pain (with a par on the back of a very good

….

crap I just had to break… again with blood (dark again). I always get bad air. Verdammmt must be.

Where was I Gelieben? On a good example 8.5 more direction 9 – because my tears run down his cheek… on the scale)
I can not add more…
I can now do one thing.. Close your eyes and. I would still have to write an e-mail – But that must wait for me tomorrow..

I just feel someone takes pleasure in using the rod in my spine and put me a second gearade left horizontally through the back to front through the stomach.. I need to throw up again…

In solhen Moments -…. because it is not honest gesgt far away from it wanting to have an ambulance. I öre better to lie down and hind… before the feeling is unpleasant Meier breast ncoh. That's sheisse yesterday was the day so well awar undeigentlich today he does not really give poorly auich. That's enough to throw up…

night you together….

01:09Watch
I would have liked to lie down… but to be honest – would not lift the yoke of Linek leg.. when I do I get the feeling someone pulls me out of a vortex… Help….

 

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